I don't want to grow up so soon





I'd love to remain ignorant and carefree as I used to be -without having to make life-changing decisons and have responsibilities thrown into my lap so soon.



Why do we have to grow up so fast -so soon?



How I wish I could sprinkle on some dust and transport myself to that never-growing-up land and just stay there, leaving behind the messy pile of responsibilities and worries behind.



I don't think I should even be doing all this so soon. It's all happening too soon, it's become one big blur to me.







Dearest Cheryl & Jane,

Thank you so much for encouragement which I really needed these past few days/ past week.

Thank you so much for lending an ear and listening through my tears, worries and confusions aboutt the current alien situation I'm facing right now.

Thank you for offering advice and support when I needed it.

Thank you for being here when my problems overwhelmed me and I didn't know what to do or how to overcome it.

Thank you for just being the caring and loving people that you are.

Thank you for helping me to forget my troubles and worries by indulging with me in the much needed retail therapy.

Above all, thank you for being here for me when I needed it most.


I appreciate all this and I honestly could not ask for more.



To the bestie,

Thanks so much for understanding when others don't and perceive wrongly.




Dear God,

Please please help me perservere in these hard times and make the right decisions and choices which does not hurt anyone I love.



Dearest Jo&Jess, miss you guys loads. Jo, I miss how you were just a phone call away.